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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
8:17 pm	I'm in North Dakota!! I've seen Mt. Rushmore & the Crazy Horse Monument, the Corn Palace, the world's largest Holstein cow, and will hopefully see the Enchanted Highway (www.enchantedhighway.net) before I get home, among other things. I will put pictures of the world's most adorable baby up when I get home! Hope everyone is doing well & enjoying their summer. ~Katherine~ (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
9:49 am	Yeah yeah, so no updates from me in a while. Not much to say. A&P started June 1, have had 2 tests (third tomorrow), one mid-term, several quizzes, a very gruesome dissection (dead cat for the muscles), and met some nifty people. Basically just been a bum w/ small intervals of studying. Classes end July 6, & Mom and I leave the 7th for North Dakota for a visit to last a couple of weeks (gotta get Mom back to go to Las Vegas at the end of July). If any of you get bored, gimme a call we can hang out (245-3588). Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Romeo & Juliet Soundtrack (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
11:31 pm	The highlight of my day: My ass was useful for once. I was a human paperweight. Current Mood: sleepy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
11:07 pm	This is something I wrote four or five years ago. I was so...positive. Wonder what happened? (Oh, and ignore the lacking grammar & double negative) I believe: All living things have a will to continue living Hope is never lost Age is of no importance Wisdom is peace of mind Peace is unobtainable Unanimous belief is impossible In a greater power above all Courage is faith in oneself One is never neither right nor wrong There is neither good and bad nor good and evil Good and bad are as one The universe is endless Time will go on forever There is one true love for everyone Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Counting Crows "American Girl" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
11:19 pm	Goo Goo Dolls Song Stranger than your sympathy This is my apology I'm killing myself from the inside out And all my fears have pushed you out I wish for things that I don't need All I wanted And what I chase won't set me free All I wanted And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah Everything's all wrong yeah Where the hell did I think I was Stranger than your sympathy I take these things so I don't feel I'm killing myself from the inside out Now my head's been filled with doubt It's hard to lead the life you choose All I wanted When all your luck's run out on you All I wanted You can't see when all your dreams are coming true Oh yeah it's easy to forget yeah You choke on the regrets yeah Who the hell did I think I was Stranger than your sympathy All these thoughts you stole from me I'm not sure where I belong Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong And I wasn't all the things I tried to make believe I was And I wouldn't be the one to kneel Before the dreams I wanted And all the talk and all the lies Were all the empty things disguised as me Yeah stranger than your sympathy stranger than your sympathy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 18th, 2005
6:16 pm	I am working myself up to painting a self portrait. Have a good concept in mind, but am having trouble bringing myself to creating a base sketch. Pencil work is my worst enemy, yet it is a necessity. How unfortunate. Other than that, life is as always. I messed up my knee somehow today and am limping slightly because of it. Even wrapped, as usually helps, is doing nothing. Hopefully, nothing serious was damaged and it will heal soon. Hope everyone is doing well. If you ever get bored, drop me an e-mail, or give me a call because I'm almost always available to hang out. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: new Lifehouse CD (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
4:25 pm	*groan* I hate days like this....no real incentive to get up, so waking up was hard & the day is gone through slowly with no drive whatsoever to do anything. Hope my motivation returns later tonight so that I can finish mom's stuff. Not to mention hoping against hope that she won't annoy or frustrate me and thereby cause me to say something mean & piss her off. *sigh* Stupid family. Current Mood: listless (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
12:13 am	just today Lazy day today. Sometimes feel like a chain smoker must when going cold turkey. So much invested, then suddenly the tie is severed instantly with much more brutal force than one would deem necessary. Aww well. I'm overall very happy. No particular reason; just am. Wanted to go to the movies tonight, but couldn't find anyone to go with me. No one close, anyway. Katie was working, so she was out. Don't know what I'm gonna do during the open house tomorrow. Think I might go ahead and see that movie. Either that, or I'll go bask in the sun poolside at Los Encino (correct name?) in Mcallen where Katie will be working. Depends on several factors, though. Will I feel social? Is a better offer up for grabs? And lastly: How is the weather. (Wouldn't want to freeze my ass off. Tanning is supposed to be at least marginally enjoyable.) Goo Goo Dolls kick. Over and over and over for days now. Bought two of their cds Thursday. First cds I've bought in a year or more. I'm so cheap. Well, except when it comes to clothes, that is. : ) I want to have some fun. Go to a party, get drunk, go dirty dancing, go to a concert...there are lots of things. I feel like I haven't really LIVED my life as I should have. Here's to catching up for lost time! (Toasting with Mt. Dew; the newest addiction.) I'm gonna be wired forever. Too bad no one is available to play at night. Debated sitting in Wataburger and reading a book just for a change of scenery, but mom would make me feel so god damned guilty it wouldn't be worth it. On the up side, though, if I ever do get an invite to go somewhere at night after she's gone to sleep, I can just leave her a note and vanish without her kicking up too much of a fuss. She just doesn't like me going out alone at night. The evil dark is going to eat me! AHHH!! lol There may be some truth in what she says, but it is still damn annoying. Too bad I can't even be taken for male when I want to. That would be pretty cool. I could have a really great costume to put on just when I want to go out at night. I can always go driving, but then I waste gas, & with it up over two bucks, that just rings the stupid bell a bit too loudly. Find myself wanting to be outside all the time, though. I love the wind. Something about it puts me at peace. Walking, driving, doesn't matter. Always better with company, though. Most people aren't into that kind of thing like I am, though. Alright, enough random rambling thoughts. So many words without saying anything!! Oh no! My life has become a litany of meaningless sentences! Aww well. At least I can express myself coherently with decent spelling and proper punctuation. That puts me above about two-thirds of the dumb apes on this planet. Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Friday, April 1st, 2005
8:21 pm	*bounce bounce POUNCE* Still horny. He who is supposed to scratch that itch has a busy life, so I am left to wait. Patience is sooo not my strong suit. Open house on Sunday 2-5. Gotta find something to do so that I'm not here & strangers can wander through. Maybe one of them will accidentally leave something nifty & I'll get to keep it. Not doin much today. Straightening things out with applications, & went to Progresso to get a manicure, pedicure, & dinner. (would've rather gotten laid, but sigh...) No more pictures of you I keep All have blown away. Secretly, while fast asleep I sent them all away. Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
3:26 pm	I have a lot of energy and am horny as hell. Sucks to be female this time of month. Grr...must wait to satisfy lust... lol : ) Anyway, saw this great add by the Diamond Trading Company in Vogue, and thought I'd share. "Your left hand sees red and thinks roses. Your right hand sees red and thinks wine. Your left hand believes in shining armor. Your right hand thinks knights are for fairy tales. Your left hand says,'I love you.' Your right hand says,'I love me too.' Women of the world, raise your right hand." It is advertising these absolutely beautiful (no doubt with a price tag to match) diamond rings to go on your right hand. Hell, why should you have to be married to own a diamond ring? I want one. Anyone care to donate to my saving up fund? :p Current Mood: horny (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
9:28 pm	My sis, her husband, and my niece Faye (3 months old) came to visit. Sis & hubby drove me nuts, but baby was wonderful. In about 15 years after medical school internship, etc., I hope to have one just like her. But anyway. I miss the kiddo. My sis & her man stayed too long for my comfort, though. They are really messy people and left a swath of disgusting-ness in their wake. After they left, I've had a great last couple of days. Hung out with my woman yesterday and had a blast (as always) & even picked her up from school today. I have the greatest best friend in the world! But I claim her. She's MINE! No one can pimp her out but me! lol I don't think I have ever laughed so hard. Poor people in Home Depot must've thought we'd lost our minds. Aww well. I got to size up her newest squeeze. (gave him an 8.5) mmm...I believe that's about it. Going to dinner tomorrow with a friend of mom's but other than that, my life is a blank canvas. I think I'll take up Yoga again. Yeah! I get something to do a few days a week, & will be able to bend like Gumby. What a deal! Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
11:34 pm	One day I will write a best seller. Although I have absolutely no clue what it will encompass, I know in my heart I will do it. One day. My mind screams everywhere at once, so free. Wanted to spend the entire night out and watch the sun rise with a friend, but the best was called home and the others are otherwise engaged. A party I waited impatiently for then wished to run away from. Something I wanted that never came. (Never really thought it would in the first place.) It is a walk forever night. That is all I want to do. Feel the wind on my face, the darkness surrounding, and walk until I see with different eyes. Habits die hard, and I miss them in spite of my best judgement. The world can never know, though. My secret. Time to grow up. Be the person I see in my dreams. Learn that you cannot tell the world everything. Some words are to be locked away with their accompanying ideas. Profound yet simple idea: I must find myself again. Or perhaps for the very first time. One person knows who I am secretly and I will hold on to her forever. Paradox: to be lonely yet wish to be left alone. Sleep cures all ills eventually. Shall I re-test the theory? Current Mood: pensive (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
12:57 pm	So Cam & I went camping. Fun fun. I crossed the mighty Frio River!!! Cold as all hell. Would be wonderful if it was hot outside. The weather was nice overall. Wonderful breeze & we hiked to the top of the largest hill nearby (mountain, according to Cameron) and could see a long way in all directions. it was fun. I know now, though, that next time I go camping, I need a better sleeping bag. Thought I was going to freeze to death, lol. Well, drove home via San Antonio, & stopped on the riverwalk & had Italian ice cream before heading on home. Wonderful mini-vacation overall. Eve hunny, you called and I'm sorry I missed it. I didn't have enough of a signal to call out. I've got a bit of a cold right now, but should be over it soon. I'll call you soon!! Current Mood: complacent (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
9:36 pm	warming up! I miss panda... On a lighter note, my neice is the most adorable baby in the world! She has the cutest hiccups and smiles a lot. It warmed up here today. The temperature got all the way up 39 degrees today. (Was down in the -45 degree range when I first arrived last Tuesday.) I return home on Friday, and will update further later because my oven has preheated and a frozen pizza is calling my name. Toodles! Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
9:31 pm	bleh...being annoyed by stupid people I don't do white trash humor. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
5:50 pm	I'm an Auntie!! Trinity Health Welcomes Faye Marie T. Mother's Name: Sara Father's Name: Christopher Birth Weight: 7 lbs. 1 oz. Birth Length: 19 1/2 inches Birth Date/Time: 12/26/04 3:57 pm Gender: Female Pediatrician: Dr. Jones, MD Attending Provider: Dr. Billings, MD Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
4:49 pm	Hey everyone. Hope exams are doing well. I won't find out what I made on the two I've already taken until next week. Hopefully, I did well. Sorta just writing to prove that I am not upset/depressed all the time. I just tend to only post when I am. LJ is my therapy you know (notice title). Lord of the Rings is going to be on TNT tomorrow night at 8. Charmed is on right now. I just woke up from a 2 hour nap. Am impatient for Cameron to get home so that I can *heart* him. Have been sending him messages all day. He got them, I hope. Anyway, time to go. Chemistry awaits. (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
10:05 pm	Everything is alright. Finally resolved a long-standing issue. Having fun. Studying for finals, & applying to universities. Current Mood: blah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
12:45 am	*shivering from loneliness and cold* I'm so upset I don't know whether to cry or throw up. And all I can ask myself, over and over is 'why' and 'what have i done to be treated like this'. I try to love as best as I can, yet it isn't enough to satisfy. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. Why can't I just crawl into a hole and dissappear? Go mad...never have to speak or feel or understand anyone or anything ever again. Come on..someone...this was supposed to be my special day. My 18th birthday and it starts in tears. I have lost faith in... Current Mood: melancholy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
3:25 pm	Alright, so last night just sucked. No, I didn't go get plastered, although I it seemed like a REALLY good idea at the time. Cameron apologized and it so it seems we are back together. Those of you who know me know that I have a 24 hour rule on breakups (if the breakup lasts more than 24 hours, getting back together is not an option) but this was well inside the marker. The whole breakup from start to finish lasted less than two hours. What can I say? I love him very much. (as pathetic as that may seem to some) He calls me jealous and over protective and I call him provocative and flirtatious. Such is life. We'll get over it eventually. Wish I could give him a hug. My birthday is tomorrow and I am going to be without my friends whom i love, and the man of my life (though last night it seemed that the latter would be a much more permanent situation). I am strong, though, so I will be fine, and hell, if I get tapped for induction tonight, they will probably usher in my birthday in flying colors. Chem Lab final tonight at 6. Wish me luck! Current Mood: complacent Current Music: a very very very quiet radio (1 Comment |Comment on this)